A little honesty
“ Don’t Hold Your Breath ” by Nicole Scherzinger
This song explain simply what I felt and what was going on inside after all this time.
This isn’t about a boyfriend heartbreak, this is about giving everything you had to the someone’s or something’s and facing the consequences of being taken advantage of.
I just felt that you guys needed some honesty.
I’m so thankful for those who truly cared about me and for those who still do.
I just needed to let it out guys. Believe me, I loved performing and still do but there are things that I could never explain…
When they tell you that you’re not enough. That you quite don’t meet their standards yet. Fuck it. You don’t need that kind of negativity.
In the end it’s about being happy with who you are and what truly is important to you. That in the end, whatever they want from you isn’t important.
it’s about you.
peace, love & God Bless
-b
ps: yes. i just swore. haha i’m not perfect.
DONT WORRY! I'm still alive.
After Bekah updated her twitter today many netizens took interest due to few sightings of her since the ‘graduation’ announcement.
In the photo above Bekah is seen in the black and white photo with sunglasses on and protruding lips. The tweet accompanying the photo: “I’m just surviving~ so would hold me please, I’m trying hard to breathe~” caused a mysterious atmosphere and intrigued netizens.
Many netizens left comments in online communities expressing their newfound interest in Bekah and some even requested more pictures. Netizens left comments like, “I look forward to your daily news in pictures, show us pics“, “Be Healthy…enjoy your life“ and “I’m glad” expressing their fondness and well wishes for Bekah.
“Hello Hello~~~You saw the news articles today right?… I’m sorry~… I wanted to tell you personally… I wanted to think about it more~ Our fans… always gave me strength.. I was always thankful… Thank you always.. I really love you… I’ll really really really miss you~ Don’t be too sad… We can meet again… :] Though I would like to express more in Korean… Koran is hard kekeke… ㅜㅜ… So… I’ll write in English~~~ >.<I just want to thank everyone for giving me so much of their love and time to support After School and me. I especially am always amazed at those fans who came to see me at Music Bank, Music Core, and Inkigayo.. it was a HUGE encouragement for me.. Right now.. I honestly, don’t know how to feel..I can’t imagine what you guys are feeling too. I just hope the best for all of you guys, you guys are truly amazing people. I pray that you guys will always reach for your goals and no matter who discourages you.. that you keep on going.Life is crazy, how it can change in an instant. I’m REALLY going to miss you guys screaming out AFTER SCHOOL or even my name. Everything was a blessing for me and I will NEVER forget you guys. I hope to see you guys soon. Maybe when I visit Korea again I can see you guys somehow..I love Korea and even though it was a different culture and lifestyle for me.. I grew to embrace it and love it. You guys truly real warm people inside. I wish you guys to just shine as brightly as possible and not be afraid to love one another. I’ve learned that there are a lot of people who are difficult to get along with or love…but still..loving each other is the best thing you could ever do in this world. Of course I’m still learning too..hehe.I don’t want to say goodbye because I have a feeling I’ll be seeing you guys one day, maybe on the street, at a convenience store.. I’m not too sure but I will see you guys again. I love you guys with all my heart and I’m so blessed. I hope for the best for you guys and always smile. God bless you guys always. I love you… A lot a lot… :]<3 Bekah~“
Just Like A Star - Once there was this girl whose smile as bright as the sun. Her beauty would turn your head, her innocence would melt every heart. She was told she should be a star, carrying her young mind full of hopes and dreams. She was happy as her smile never left her face. She was lonely, but even that too, she kindly embraced. She spilled her heart on an empty canvas, through every bit of the ink and every drip of the paint. She had so much love to give, not enough to get.
Soon she realized that her time has come. She needs to understand the world, to find all the answers to all her questions. No one would do it for her, everyone was alone in this cruel cruel world. There were no rules, no guidelines, or anyone telling her what to do. She ventured forward, pouring herself into the great big sky and the infinite possibilities. The open roads ahead held for her.She walked away from those she loved, she wiped their tears as they waved goodbye. She said sorry, for the choice she made. For how she is, she was, and she has ever been. Her light dimmed just right before their eyes. But when she let go, they hugged her for the once last time. They thanked her for the joy she brings, for showing how life could be so exciting.“As long as you keep shining, my little star, we will always find you. No matter where you are, no matter how far we’re apart. As long as we look up to the same sky,we will be here…and you will be there.”
From mynightmare:As a fan of After School since day 1, I want to let you know that although this news is shocking, I wish you all the best. Keep doing your best at anything you do. Keep smiling that smile that you always have on your face. Enjoy your life, and try not to regret anything. I know that you’ll become a super successful designer. Playgirlz will always love and support you. ♥ 베카씨 파이팅!~ ♥Bekah Fighting!~
From -fictionandfact:Bekah.. you’re graduating from After School… :’( today is a sad day.I hope your career of a designer will explode in the industry and I hope to purchase one of your designs in the near future. I’ve seen your art on your Tumblr before, and you’re so talented, it’d be shame if someone doesn’t score you a great ass contract so that your art explodes and becomes popular quick.I’ll miss your charismatic raps on stage, and I’ll miss you speaking English on interviews and translating them for the other After School members. Your big bright smile, and everything about you is a great addition to After School.You’ll always be apart of After School!
Hope to see you on Television again.
If Bekah goes into clothing design, I’ll be sure to buy something from her collection. If she goes into interior design, I’ll beg my parents to get me some sort of furniture of her design. If she goes into graphic design, I’ll get a copy of whatever it is she designs. No matter what though, I will always support Bekah. ♥
Dear Bekah,You’ve always been my favorite.From day one when I started to notice After School, you were the one that caught my eye. You became my favorite member of After School. Your personality always shined and it always will. You have the most endearing smile and you’re so full of love.But you’re not only my #1 bias from After School, but from any girl group. You’re the most beautiful and the person anyone could look up to.I’ll admit, I’m really upset that you’re graduating from After School, but it would’ve come at some point. I want you to be happy and to have all your dreams fulfilled. You’re a great artist and I can’t wait to see you shine just as bright outside of After School.For someone as amazing and incredible as you, all the happiness in the world should be given.May you come across nothing but happiness and if you ever need help, your friends, family and the After School girls will be there for you. Take good care of yourself Bekah.You make the best of everything and I’m proud to call myself a Playgirl. I’ll forever be your fan!♥♥♥
